xTheShinyMewGirlx

As we enter the new decade, all my old art has been put in storage and made private.

I don't want it out in the open, but I can't bear myself to delete it. It's a lot of memories.

I was ten. I was ten and drew fetish art. Broke rules. Laws. Because I was too stupid to understand what this all meant to other people. To me, it was innocent. It was just fun to draw. To others, less so. Maybe you didn't find it hot, or sexy, or whatever, but the underlying implications were still there. But that's not the point here.

The world isn't as kind as I had thought when I made that stuff. People will tear you apart for embarrassing mistakes, for any reason, really, and, in a way, this was one of them.

It's not that I'm being bullied now, or ever was, but I'm afraid of being bullied in the future. Being thrust into the spotlight like a star and promptly dissected like a frog in a sixth grade science class. "She's a freak, she's this, she's that." It's my worst nightmare.

This is just another possible source of ridicule. Even if it was plain childhood naivety.

I will continue drawing, but I won't be drawing this. I've long moved on and lost interest.

I thank all of you for the memories we've made. I apologize for the mistakes I've made. And I apologize for this nonsensical rant.

If I ever drew you something and you'd like to keep a copy of it, note me and I'll send you a file. Yes, even if you see this journal five years later. Any other concerns, please let me know. My new account, advice, whatever.

I really do miss you all.
Shiny Mew Girl signing off, for now. 

Just wanted to drop by
and let you know I might come back.

Might.

I'm not sure yet. If I do, I'm getting rid of Andy because she was a terrible rip-off and self-insert. I'll use the Mew persona I made myself. I'll also draw the things digitally and I can't promise I'll post much. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

     Hello everybody! Just wanted to let you know that I am not dead. I've just been pretty busy!
     I'm moving accounts on February 20th, my birthday.
     There are many reasons for this. Stress. Change. A fresh start. I have so much to say about this, but I don't know how to put it on paper.
     Let's keep things simple: Send me a note and I'll give you my username. But here's the main things to expect:

• No TFs will be coming from me, though RPs/mentions about it/gifts are fine. I think all of you have stopped caring after reading that.
• I will post a huge variety of interests instead of just what I did here. I made an account to express myself, but I only took off after making a transformation comic, so I couldn't. I really just want artistic freedom, but I feel that it's too late.

     I'm sorry if I disappointed anyone.
~Mew

I am really sorry for my inactivity, for like the hundredth time. I've been running this FNAF ask thing on Tumblr (trash site . com, to be honest) and wasting time and being dragged outsiiide. . .
TF's kinda stopped interesting me, but I still might make a few drawings of it! After all, they're still fun to draw once in a while!
Turns out TF's an actual thing that people. . . you-know. I thought it just looked cool. I guess that kinda freaked me out and kept me from drawing more. Or maybe it's the whole ordeal with Shaded?

• I've gotten into Steven Universe, have a new favorite character (Lord Dominator), and am watching Gravity Falls with interest. Also, Star's a cute show.
• Still really wanting a 3DS. Maybe I'll get a ROM?
• I also found this great Five Nights at Freddy's song written in Polish! It's not a dub or anything, either. It's called "I Regret Nothing". I love it, but the video itself kinda freaks me out. . . Oh well!
  

How long have you been on DeviantArt ? 
2.5 years?

What does your username mean? 
It means I was not creative.

Describe yourself in three words. 
chicken, day-dreamer, weakling

Are you left or right handed? 
Right!

What was your first deviation?
 I'm sorryyy.

What is your favourite type of art to create?
Detailed and colorful things.

If you could instantly master a different art style, what would it be?
ALL

What was your first favorite?
 This was one of the first things I saw on this site. While I had an account. Because the first thing I really saw was an Ashachu comic, but didn't know the site.

What type of art do you tend to favourite the most?
Colorful things, digital most of the time.

Who is your all-time favourite deviant artist?
Notice me, Raiinbow-Senpaaaiii. Okay, but in all seriousness, I have no favorite.

If you could meet anyone on DeviantArt in person, who would it be?
I dunno, I don't think I'd be brave enough to talk to them. I look like a really tall little girl.

How has a fellow deviant impacted your life?
All of you are my friends, and you've all impacted my life somehow.

What are your preferred tools to create art?
Pencil.

What is the most inspirational place for you to create art?
Anywhere I can't.

What is your favourite DeviantArt memory?
Logging on one day with an extra thirteen or so watchers. Still don't understand how that happened.